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Showing posts with label unhealthy relationship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unhealthy relationship. Show all posts

Saturday, August 31, 2019

Novel Review: The Becoming of Noah Shaw (The Shaw Confessions, #1) by Michelle Hodkin


Rating (Out of 5): ~4
Genre: YA Paranormal Romance with Dark Themes
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Release Date: 2017
Spoilers?: No.

Goodreads Synopsis:

In the first book of the Shaw Confessions, the companion series to the New York Times bestselling Mara Dyer novels, old skeletons are laid bare and new promises prove deadly. This is what happens after happily ever after.

Everyone thinks seventeen-year-old Noah Shaw has the world on a string.

They’re wrong.

Mara Dyer is the only one he trusts with his secrets and his future.

He shouldn’t.

And both are scared that uncovering the truth about themselves will force them apart.

They’re right.

The Cover:

I love these covers. They're very pretty and eye-catching, dark and ominous, and I appreciate that it's not embarrassing or cliche with a girl in a dress. It also works with the previous series, and each book in the series follows the same imagery, which I love.

Review:

I was surprised to hear that this series was continuing, as I didn't really think it needed to be, originally. I also didn't really consider not picking it up—I really enjoyed the first trilogy, and had no qualms about reading more. I was intrigued, but a tiny bit wary.
Upon starting this book, I had no idea so many people disliked it. I understand some of it, though—it does play with a lot of problematic themes (suicide, drugs, sex, self-harm, to name a few), and it has a lot of really awful, unapologetic characters, including the protagonists. But... I never minded those things. I even liked the story because of those things. One of my favorite things about the first series was how violent and bad Mara could be.
Now, to confess—it has been such a long time since I originally read the series, that I remembered very little of it. I barely remember how it ended, or any of the big reveals, or much of it at all. I don't think that hindered my reading of this book too much, though. (Re-reading would have helped clear up some topics, but oh well, my copies are in a box somewhere.)
This series is in Noah's point of view. His father has just died, he's moving to New York with Mara and some of their friends, and suddenly other Gifted people are committing suicide all over the place, only he doesn't think it's by their choice.
It's interesting being in Noah's head, instead of Mara's. They're both very dark characters, and they've experienced a lot of bad things. As the story progresses, we learn more about what his father was up to, what the Professor might have been doing, and what each character knows and hasn't been honest about. And Noah starts discovering, and accepting, some things about Mara that he didn't realize before this.
There are several surprises in this book. Following Noah as he discovers things is surprising, and a little rough at times. He doesn't want to deal with things, and he has his own moral code, but he's forced to make some decisions here. A big reason for why I want to continue this series, not only to discover all of the secrets and find out who is behind all of this and what they want, is to see Noah do something about it. He understands how The Game works, but he hasn't wanted to be a part of it. He's always wanted to kind of give up, to not be the Hero everyone claims he is. But now he's being put in a position where he might have to do just that.
I do really love Noah and Mara's relationship, and I enjoy how dark and rough and gritty, and psychological, this series can be. But I might actually want to know how the plot line wraps up more than anything else. It's surprising to me, but I want to know where this is going to go next.

Thursday, May 30, 2019

Manga Review: Ten Count, Volume 6, by Rihito Takarai


Rating (Out of 5): ~4
Publisher: SuBLime (VIZ Media)
Release Date: December 2018
Volumes: 6.
Spoilers?: No.
Volume: 1. 5.

Goodreads Synopsis:

Corporate secretary Shirotani suffers from obsessive-compulsive disorder in this doctor-patient romance fraught with compulsion!

Corporate secretary Shirotani suffers from obsessive-compulsive disorder. One day he meets Kurose, a therapist who offers to take him through a ten-step program to cure him of his compulsion. As the two go through each of the ten steps, Shirotani’s attraction to his counselor grows.

Review:

This is the final volume of the series, though I was unaware. We see Shirotani face some of his traumatic history in this volume, the girl who scarred him, and how Kurose reacts to that, despite not knowing the whole story. Shirotani has to get over a few of his issues, in his attempt at being better with his OCD. And he does get better in some ways, and he knows he still has more work to do, and that there's only so much he can do. This issue isn't an easy-step-process to being cured, and I appreciate that that's addressed at the end of the book. They both acknowledge that he isn't going to be magically better, but that he can still work to overcome some of this.
Throughout all of this, we see the couple grow more stable with each other, grow closer and better together.
I completely understand that a lot of people don't like this series. It's problematic—there's no arguing that. But I still really liked it. It's very hot, and I like the possible D/s elements it plays with. It's a definite guilty pleasure read. To me, it reads and feels very much like a Fifty Shades of Grey, or a Sylvia Day, kind of romance. It has very problematic themes and romanticizes not-good things and somewhat-unbelievable, problematic characters. And yet, it's still a book that I enjoy reading, and that I continue despite being unable to really defend it. It is bad, but it's also so good and fun/hot to read.
I enjoy this series, the good and the bad. I liked it a lot. And I would definitely read more of Takarai's work.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Manga Review: Noragami: Stray God, Volume 17, by Adachitoka


Rating (Out of 5): ~4
Publisher: Kodansha Comics
Release Date: October 2016
Volumes: 18 (Hiatus)
Spoilers?: No.
Volume: 1. 16. 18.

Goodreads Synopsis:

PLAYING WITH FIRE
The battle intensifies as Bishamon approaches the crafter. Kazuma and her other shinki are spared divine retribution, but Kazuma will stop at nothing to save his master from punishment. Meanwhile, Yato faces Takemikazuchi in an attempt to reason with the Heavens. But how can he fight a force of nature?

Review:

Veena is being attacked and trying to reach her goal. The Stray is not helping matters at all. Simultaneously, Yato is fighting Takemikazuchi, and it's quite a tough battle for him.
During all of this, Hiyori is trying to find something useful to do. She's trying to find them, and trying to help, but she isn't really doing much yet. Then there's Kazuma, who is on a mission to save Veena. His commitment to Veena is impressive, and I really do like their relationship. But, he's also committed to sacrificing himself if he has to, in order to save her. It's a bit unhealthy, and does not look very good for him at the moment.
In the last part of the volume, we get to see the history between Takemikazuchi and his shinki Kiun. It's rather dark, which is to be expected. His and Kazuma's relationship with their master is unsettlingly similar.
I absolutely love this series. I just need more of it.